Yesterday, I saw 5 people leaving in various parts of my life, far and near, directly and indirectly related to me. I remembered very well, those people who left me exactly a year ago, too. All in all, it was a weird day, emptiness as well as a sense for detachment. It also reminded me that one day I will be leaving this place. And I remembered, how I felt yesterday when I hugged the stranger I met 6 months ago, goodbye. I had heavily become dependent on his words and strength to see my life renewed and grounded. He is my teacher - a great one. Though afraid of him, he inspired me to open up my body, my heart and mind. As I thought of my goodbye, I will miss you, came from me automatically. I just didn't realize how attached I had become of this teacher. I felt a huge loss as if I will never be his student again. And then, I thought about how I hated seeing people leave since as long as I could remember, yet, it never ends.
